HATE YOU ! =( but the same time あなたを愛して

I hate how I loved you

I hate how I felt

I hate everything you said

That made my heart melt

I hate what you did

I hate how I hurt

I hate how you left me

Alone to die in the dirt

I hate how I let you in

And watched you steal my heart

I hate how much you put me through

I hate how much I cried

I hate how I try to hate you

I hate it that I can't

I hate it that I miss you

Even though you don't

I hate how I still love you

I hate how I still care

But most of all I hate it

That you are no longer here